I AM

There are so many voices, thoughts, visuals and opinions in the world, that you can easily be sucked into a wormhole. Unclear of where your reality begins and these things end. It is easy for us to access the many stories of people and even easier to mimic their lives. Taking on their stories as our own. So it begins to seem as though life is constantly moving all around you. And you are simply a pawn moving through it. Persistent upon finding a moment when you can be apart of it. When space and time are at a standstill and you are finally enjoying Your life. Praying that it won’t end and that the moment won’t be taken from you. That you can hold on to it even if it is just as a memory. Because who knows the next time you’ll be alive again. The next time you’ll be noticed. That’s what it’s truly about right, that deep down desire to feel wanted. Finally being significant enough to not just sit on the bench as a backup plan, but to actually go out and partake. Finally being seen as worthy and a valuable member of society. During those precious moments when the high of life has you so far gone that you could care less about what happens when the moment has passed. For those few moments of bliss you finally belong.

But I’m here to tell you that although this is a great feeling it isn't true. There is so much more out there than what those fleeting moments have to offer. A lifetime of these moments almost constantly await you as soon as you open the right door. Align yourself with the right source. Then and only then will you truly feel like you belong. Because His love isn't fleeting, it lingers. Never darting away quickly but engulfing you completely within His presence. But you never really see this, due to you constantly worrying and not trusting that you really are worthy of genuine affection. Concerned with the world and its etiquette. Who cares, love isn't conditional, it's unchanging and it reaches within the depths of your soul and fills you. Moving you from the inside out. You have to move beyond yourself, completely pushing past you to reach Him. Understand no amount of money, or clothes, cars, no significant other can do what God can. Has done what He can. No gift lying dormant, no territory unmarked doesn’t deserve the opportunity to see you fight. You deserve to be fought for, even if you’re the one going to war. Push past the inner cage, the thought whirlwind. Go with the flow, move with the current and the tide. Never stop pressing toward the mark, and don’t be afraid to go beyond it.

You are somebody, you are powerful, insightful, and important. Unique in your own way. Surpassing the charge of condemnation. Playing no more with the sin of skin. But pledging your allegiance to the One who sees it all. You were not placed here to rot or to be controlled with the views of a corrupt world system. Rather molded by the King to declare your Royal status, shifting the World from within. You are not a weight, rather an asset to the team. An incomparable force that no one should mess with. And you will persevere. You will Rise Up. You will take your rightful place. You Will. You Are. I Am.